Tuesday, April 30, 2013

I Was So Alone And I Owe You So Much



These are the three stories that changed my life:

Harry Potter
The Harry Potter book series has not changed my life. It has shaped my life. I first read the Harry Potter books when I was about 10 years old, simply because my older brother was reading them. I never knew how influential they would be in my life. I labeled myself as a Ravenclaw early on, and that identifier is a very important part of who I consider myself to be. When I became active in online fan communities in middle school, the Harry Potter fandom was the first I went to. Even though me and all my online friends had different tastes, Harry Potter was our common denominator. The fan community has been a constant in my life since then, and I know if I feel like crap, all I have to do is log back on to Mugglenet or browse the Harry Potter tag on Tumblr to make me feel better. My copy of Deathly Hallows (which I will hopefully one day get signed) was one of the few books of my extensive collection to come with me to college, and it has always been there to guide me home to Hogwarts if need be.
I cannot write about the impact of Harry Potter on me without writing about Hermione Granger. Early on, she became my favorite character, simply by being the main female character. But I grew to identify so much with her and idolize her: being a Ravenclaw, I was very bookish and smart. Hermione was my role model; she never apologized for her intelligence, even when it was made fun of, and she remained brave in the toughest situations, making her a true Gryffindor.  She had strength that I never had, and I loved her so much because of it. The best part was, she didn't even need Ron (or Krum or McLaggen) to be herself. She never relied on anyone else, she was always who she wanted to be without reservation. And that is who I strive to be, every single day.

Fringe
I can pinpoint the television show Fringe as the reason that I am a film major today. Yes, I hear you saying, "Oh Fringe isn't a film, it's a television show wahhh". Deal with it. I am probably the worst film major ever because I barely watch movies. The reason I am a film major is because I want to write, and Temple's film screenwriting track is fabulous. Boom. Anyways, I fell in love with Fringe when it began airing my freshman year of high school. My older brother was currently watching Lost (I promise this is where the trend ends) and watched the pilot of Fringe, since they shared a creator (JJ Abrams, aka a god). I just so happened to be sitting in the room when he was watching it, and inadvertently fell in love with it. The next time I sat down to watch it, my dad decided he liked the show and wanted to watch it with me. So, for the next five years every Tuesday/Thursday/Friday (depending on the season) me and my father would have our "Fringe time". When the fifth and final season was airing, I had just moved to college and could no longer watch it with my dad. But everything came full circle when the series finale aired on the last Friday of my winter break. I was able to close out an incredibly emotional experience exactly how it started: with my father by my side.
I say that Fringe is the reason I want to work in film/TV for a few reasons. First, Fringe was the first show that I was really invested in. The characters and the storyline pulled me into their world more than any show had ever done, and it took me completely by surprise. Like I said, I fell in love with this show and each episode left me begging for more. It gave me a passion for storytelling that is key for working in the industry.  Second, I was in awe of the writing on Fringe. Some scenes were so captivating I watched them over and over on YouTube the next day. This led me to be interested in television writers, and to my third reason. Third, I discovered J.J. Abrams. In some Wikipedia surfing, I came across his article and all the things he had written and all the things he was about to write.  Reading about the lives of Abrams and other Fringe writers made me crave that life: not the Hollywood celebrity, but the hours spent in a writing room hammering out plot details. I became convinced that this was the life for me, and I knew the way to get there was to be a film major. And here I am, one step closer to that life.

The Lizzie Bennet Diaries
This web series adaptation of the classic Jane Austen novel Pride and Prejudice is incredible. Seriously, if you haven't seen in by now, go and come back in 100 episodes. The series depicts Elizabeth "Lizzie" Bennet as a current day grad student with a mountain of student debts embarking on a year of making twice-weekly video blogs, with lots of fantastically done modern-day updates.
I watched The Lizzie Bennet Diaries from the very beginning, when creator Hank Green announced it on his own YouTube channel (youtube.com/vlogbrothers). I had tried to read P&P, but never got past the first few chapters because the language was hard to get used to. After a few months of watching The Lizzie Bennet Diaries (and loving it!) I decided to give P&P another try. This time, I pictured all of the actors from the series when reading, and I tore through the book in about 2 weeks. The Lizzie Bennet Diaries itself had a profound impact on my artistic life, as I was just starting my freshman year of college as a film major when the first episode went live (which I am just about to finish!). Through the course of the last nine months, I have thought a lot about where I want to go artistically and online content is a new avenue which I am interested in exploring. The Lizzie Bennet Diaries changed my view of a medium of which I was already a fan, but was never interested in creatively. I had always pictured myself working in television, being in the writers room of some network sci-fi drama coming up with plot twists to confuse the audience. But now, I can see myself doing the same thing, but with web series. There are so many more creative opportunities in web video, and I am excited to explore the possibilities. But that doesn't mean that I am giving up on television. Who says you can't have more than one dream?